Starry nights..

Laying on my bed..

Though the room's temperature is driving me crazy sometimes

But i found something which soothe me..

The Stars out there..up in the dazzling sky

I'm just in the right position on my bed

Feel like they're so close to me..

It's big bro birthday today..

I sent him a birthday message as usual

His reply took me a back..

(I wrote..:" Happy birthday to u big bro.. Wish u hav a blessed birthday..")

(He reply..:" Thanks.. Love u all lots..")

I was stunned when i read it

And honestly i felt warm..

This is the first time i receive such a message from my family

Plus, that's from my elder bro

A guy who..who i can't find a proper description for him..

Since i was young, we're not close with each other..

My memories with him..

I remember once during his birthday, he gave me his pocket money to buy candies after seeing me back and forth at the candy stall..

We played hide and seek in my dads shop..and laughed hilariously at my younger bro for his clumsy move..

He bought me a shirt..

and...what else..

Hmm.....

However..

I'm really thankful and glad that we're getting closer as we grow up

Wish that it's the best gift for my parents ever.. Haha ^^'''

My sis always told me that..FAMILY only remains for this life time

So no matter what, no matter how..

We stand the most important part in her life

Hey sis.. So do i.. ^^

The days in 14th Kuching..

Honestly, i miss the days in 14th Kch a lot recently.. Miss the members in this family.. Leaders such as Khee Loong, Pui Lim, Kok Lik and so on.. Seniors from Siew Hui's batch, Nicholas's batch, Tracy's batch and also Jacky's batch.. Remembering the days we had in scout den, though it's just simple, but we had lots of fun.. We learnt from one and another..and we practise skills together. We respect each other apart from their position. No doubts that we really love scouting and we enjoyed our scouting life thoroughly..

Hey bro and sis scouts, when are we going to bring back the stories again?

Jacky, Ah Pin, Ah Kao &.. Miss ur comedies la..

Jessi, Mei Chui, Sing Hui &.. When are we going to show our girl scouts' power again?

Nicholas & Soon Kiet.. Still remember ur "Snake" post??

Tracy.. I miss ur "Fat Guan Yin Ma" post. :D

Micheal.. Do u still practise "Chinese Kung Fu"!!

Pui Lim & Kok Lik.. Wana challenge tree climbing and commando? Still ok ma? XD

Khee Loong.. When r u going to bring us to Musi again?





Now a days, new batches coming in or graduate.. Khian Fung's batch is the freshman in rover's team. The remaining eldest in troop is Michelle's batch. To be honest, i'm worry..about the coming batches. But i just feel so depress that nothing much i can do for them as i'm away from "home". Since DC last year, there're changes occurred. Disappointment is unavoidable.. However, i can understand why that happened. Bro and Sis..take care and work hard for 14th, k? That's our home, and i wish you all love it and appreciate it as how we do.. Don't forget the 1st sentence we always sing.." 14th Kuching We Love You..", we meant what we sang, so do you?

Keep Holding On..Gambatec..

can we remember our initial belief in making certain decision in the past..

is it possible that we could always remind ourselves on that..

maybe yes, but somehow..we tend to forget about it most of the time..

and it may no longer exist as how it should be..

as usual, we'll imagine a beautiful picture for every decision made

when there's a conflict or disagreement

disappointment is the only remained..

instead of looking back in ourselves

most of the time we point the fingers at others..

in fact, we are the one that should be blamed

no matter where we're going, it starts from where we are..

always hold on with our primary thoughts

it's the strength that keep us to the end..

"..when there's a will, there'll be a way.."

Finally Grandpa RAIN visits us in Kampar!!! T.T

AHHHH.....!!!!! Rain's here.. I LOVE YOU! Thank GOD. Hahaha...

Finally rain falls in Kampar after weeks of draught.. Finally we can have a cold breeze in the afternoon with little rain drops.. I bet everybody in Kampar cheer for it.. Hurray~!!! haha.. Have a nice evening everyone!! XD

一个满了水的杯。。

30.05.2009

9.10am。。

带着十分满的杯子离开了太平佛教会

离开了第25届全营

离开了这八天一起精进的法侣们

火车缓缓地向前走

我带着一颗满满的心再次重新上路

就像诸佛弟子们一样

学成了就会到处去把佛法弘扬开来

小小的一个我

还没有祖师大德们的能力

所以小小的我。。就做小小的事

看着窗外急速闪过的景物

回想这短短的日子

每天充实的课程活动

有一大班学佛的朋友陪伴着

这条路上，我们不是孤单的

大家一起在走着。。

每天。。

我们都在探讨佛教的起源与开展

生平第一次这么长的密集课程

说实在，一开始有点吃不消

因为还没有整理好自己的心

进营前，回家的一个星期一直在忙

几乎还未好好的休息，假期就结束了

全营真的是一个很好的学习环境

师父们的用心指导

同伴们的陪伴和推动力

整个学习气氛是很强的

没了手机的引诱

没了外来其他人事物的干扰

我发现在那里。。

真的可以好好把心收拾回来

然后让自己投入课程

一开始觉得七天好长好累

但最后一天

老毛病一如往常的犯了

希望待多几天

好让我们学习更多

因为很难得大专生有这么一个学习的机会

大学短短几年，我们得以参与的机会真的不多

好可惜。。

但，也感恩这一切因缘的具足

至少，我来了，我参与了

我把自己的杯子添满了。。^^

“波罗奈” 组的朋友们，有缘我们明年再聚吧。。