每个人都会有自己喜欢或爱做的事情

你呢？有吗？

我。。有吧

喜欢用双手做很多让别人和自己开心的事情

喜欢用双脚到处游走

“凡走过必留下痕迹”

我们都喜欢为自己的生活留下很多的纪录

可是。。如果有一天

你不能再继续做自己喜欢的东西

喜欢游泳，但不能再游泳

喜欢唱歌，但伤了喉咙

喜欢跑步，但双脚瘫痪了。。该怎么办。。

我。。最害怕就是失去已经受伤的双脚

每天都小心翼翼的生活

害怕哪天因为一时的贪玩

把自己的下半辈子赔上了

。。。。。

拥有自己喜欢做的事情真好

因为在享受的那一刻，是最幸福的。。=)

快闪族^^ Flash Mob Dance

somehow i found that..dance is as powerful as music..^^

i'm not good in dancing, but i love it

move..shake..swing..turn..twist..

with all the sweat, like after a shower

woohh..it's really fun

get to know something new recently

named "Flash Mob Dance"

the dancers pop out in no where

dance in a group and dismiss to no where..

everything is kind of "SURPRISE~!"

my 1st try next week..

can't wait for that

hope we make it and SURPRISE UTARIANS~!!!

Hehe..^^

"Waka-waka"..the title for our performance

the best Flash Mob Dance ever..=D

Open air Flash Mob Dance in Singapore

他的古道

这一系列在Youtube上载的佛教记录片共有超过十集。。

可以慢慢的观看。^^

我的玩伴

三个超级惹人爱的小瓜^^

*************************************************************************************

我没有从小一起玩到大的朋友

别人有邻家小孩做伴，

我有从小陪我一起长大的“好朋友”

家里有两个和我同年的家伙

*表弟 （阿姨的儿子）

*表妹 （姑姑的女儿）

我们家的小孩很多，所以彼此从小就伴着对方长大

以前，

我们读同一间幼儿园，同一间小学，同一间中学

补习班也是一样的，因为方便，哈~

后来，

我上了拉曼，他们两个也上了同一间大学，读同一个科系

小时候大人常常拿我们的成绩作比较

考到最差的就惨了，一定会被痛鞭一顿

后来我们变聪明，一起pakat好

分考卷时，都不跟家人讲，问起都说还没分

等全部考卷都分回来了才讲。。

与其一科一科，不如一次过讲，然后被鞭一次就好

我们家大人鞭人的功夫，不是开玩笑的

很痛，而且痕迹很明显，一定会被同学看到。。==

想起那些时光，哗~我们都这么大了

虽然长大后大家都有自己的生活和朋友

但总不忘记家里还有一个一直都在的“好朋友”

即将步入社会大学的我们，希望一切依然顺心如意

祝福你们^^

我们一岁的生日

应该有三四岁吧。。

这是我生平唯一一次的spiky hair

剪完后哭了好几天，一看到镜子就大哭大骂

哈哈哈哈哈~

嘻。。最喜欢这张照片

小时候常常就像双胞胎

*明明样子完全不像==*

Forever Best Pal..^^

西城男孩@Reason For Living

我的偶像，讲真的没几个

唯独《西城男孩》让我从一而终的喜欢

从第一张专辑到今天，他们的魅力始终还是那么的有魅力

首首歌都是不管听多少次，还是觉得好听

我长大了，他们都老了。。

还是希望他们会继续的热爱音乐，继续的唱好听的歌^^

看着偶像们陆陆续续的结婚生子

感觉还蛮复杂的，哈~

"Reason For Living"

Shane:

I lie here lonely thinking

How could this ever happen

Is it real, am I dreaming

And when your hearts been burned

How can someone learn

To get over thier fears

Nicky:

You told me I should be strong

Oh I'm trying

I feel I can't go on

You left me here on my own

CHORUS

Without a reason for living

A chance for forgiving

A time to make it Okay

And now I'm stuck

with the vision

Of my indecision

Taking it all

away....... from me

Bryan:

With all the time you're taking

Slowly my hearts been breaking

You've been fine

I've been bleeding

I'll have to wait my turn

Your respect I'll earn

Bryan:

You told me I should be strong

Oh I'm trying

I feel I can't go on

You left me here on my own

CHORUS

Without a reason for living

A chance for forgiving

A time to make it

Okay (time to make

it okay)

And now I'm stuck

with the vision

Of my indecision

Taking it all away

Mark:

A thousand times before

I've been almost sure

This time I need to know

I've spent all my life

Chasing all my dreams

I'm not letting this

goooo........

Mark:

Yeah

OOhhhhhhhh

Laeeee........

In my yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ooooooooohhhhhhh.............

CHORUS

Without a reason for living

A chance for forgiving

A time to make it Okay

And now I'm stuck

with the vision

Of my indecision

Taking it all away

So random^^

^^..people around me know that i love arts

i draw, i design, i colour, i cut, paste, glue and everything

years ago, i used to played around with papers and pens

Now..^^ started using computer to design

some final products are printed, but there're still some hand-made

i Love arts..no doubt

but i'm not interested to become a graphic designer or whatever designer

thinking of doing part time for arts..in future..^^

took this photo during final exam weeks..in the library

had a great time in library with friends ^^

we study, chit-chat, have fun, eat & FB-ing..LOLx~

YUP, we did all that in the school library..=P

It's a star..obviously..

a nice star..^^

^^ He..YES, it's me.

sorry for SS-ing..

BUT i definitely agree that i was damn CUTE when i was a kid

mom used to tease me when i say i was cute and chubby

he..

Hey~~i used to participate in "Cute Babies" competition okay~?!

though i wasn't the winner..

Ah Ha!! this is a great news.

"Stairway to Haven"

my class-T (FET01)

*Ehem~!I was the designer* ^^

printed by a company named-->20something

present for Dar Kah Yin on her 22nd birthday

not sure she like it or not

But i LIKE it..haha..

simple and nice, perfectly for her

Buddhist house got itself a new "name tag" LOL~

i tried this for the 1st time..a calender for 2011

souvenir for Buddhist Society's workshop

hmm..why would i post this photo..

of course there is a reason behind..==

Musical Gathering for Music club

i was the program manager for this event

a new challenge for myself..but i fail to do the best

but anyway, enjoy lots with the team

met lots new friends and gain knowledge about music too..^^

btw, one more thing..

months back..i took part in the club-T competition

and thank god..i won the 1st price.

^^..got a free T-shirt from UMC

thanks lot to Calo & PeiNyin

*the shirts they're wearing in the photo are the final product*

Kempen Esensi Sains & Teknologi

the P.Moral campaign for this short sem

what a crazy idea..

8 in 1 group, 1 team consists of 5 groups

each team have to perform 3 dramas, 1 debate and 1 presentation

the preparation has to be done in 3 weeks time

huuuuuuuuhhhhhhh~~~

*my group is helping for banner..good job! ^^*

Do U still remember..=)

the date for graduation photo shooting is getting nearer n nearer...

suddenly Kah Yin ask me..

still remember the 1st day in UTAR..? =)

Hmmm... the feeling of reluctant starts to pile.....

I love this place, love the people, i love my life here...

the best memory for my 1st day in Kampar..

is the moment i met my roommate..

and slowly the rest of 1480, then other UTARIANs..

miss them so much..they'd already move out

counting the days..what should i do for the rest of the days..

gosh..really feel bad when i think about it..

sometimes i do wish university life can be longer

so that i can spend even more time with those people

but it'll still come to an end no matter how

we have to continue to move on..

"Do you still remember..how we used to be.."

"Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind.."

Viva Forever..by Spice Girl

here i am.. =P

"So here i am..standing all alone..waiting just for you~"

==..back on my blog..been neglected by me since weeks ago..

can imagine how "busy" i am.. lol..xp

no jokes..i was busy all these weeks..

busy for my thesis 1st draft, struggling hard for final exam

traveled here and there during exam weeks

and of course had a superb holiday for the sem break..

went almost every corner of Kuching and some i even went twice

tried all the foods around Kuching.. XD

GOD~~~ i never felt any sense of "hungry" during the holiday

eat..eaT..eAT..and EAT~ @___@

Mum..HELP~

stay tuned..more photos coming.. *wink* =)

饥饿三十@2010

饥饿三十今年迈入了第十三个年头

今年主题为

“为孩子打造无贫城市”

Light Up Their Life

虽然知道这是世界宣明会所办的活动

可是说实在的，真正的意义，直到我参加了才明白

两天两夜的活动

大家一起饿了三十个小时

为的是什么。。

21 August 2010

1.15pm

外头正在进行“饥饿挑战@街童生涯”活动

我走进了一间“黑房”

他们称它为街童们“卖淫”的地方

“黑房”里播着一连串无辜的孩子被迫卖淫的短片

你知道吗。。每一天，平均有2500个小孩加入卖淫生涯

她们最小的只有5岁。。

5岁的小女生跟你说“一次？钱”，“你要几个”。。

我真的没办法看到这个画面

因为生活的压迫，因为环境的恶劣，因为那些没有良心的禽兽

她们的生活从来没有安宁过。。

就算再繁华的城市，社会再先进，哪有怎样？

他们的人心，他们的良知和落后的国家有什么两样？

大家常向往的城市 --> 纽约

在许多调查数据显示

因为家庭暴力，无数的女孩选择流浪街头，甚至沦落到卖淫来谋生

她们这么小，她们会怕，会痛，一辈子会留下阴影

。。她们是无辜的。。不要酱对待她们好不好。。

一边看影片，心里面一直涌起一阵阵的酸和愤怒

我们同样是女生。。为什么她们要如此被糟踏？

女人就这么的卑贱吗？男人的欲望大过天吗？

22nd August 2010

5.45am

昨晚“露宿街头”，而且停电了四个小时

没有好眠，但至少睡了几个小时

停电的那一刻，我还没睡着，睡不着。。

空气很闷热，突然想起前一天看过的影片

大会播了一部在别的地方拍的短片

短片里的孩子们都睡在闷热的地下水道

主持人才爬进水道没多久就开始冒汗

可想而知，那里是多么让人不舒服

流浪在水道的小孩，不只是影片里那几个

那一区，那一带，那里远远近近的无数水道

都有街童的出现，都是他们的“安乐窝”

看着他们，觉得很辛苦，很可怜

可是你知道吗。。

孩子们情愿在这些地方寻找“温暖”，

也不想回到让他们痛苦，“冷酷”的家。。

饥饿三十，

只不过是几个小时没有温床，舒适睡眠的夜晚

他们呢？根本不知道几时可以再次拥有幸福的好眠

也许，他们从来没拥有过。。

6.45pm

此刻的我，深刻的感受到肚子温饱的幸福

相同的，心里的无奈越来越无奈

越是感觉自己是幸福的

越是觉得心疼。。

对他们来说，我们就像他们的天使

因为我们的力量可以帮助他们生命里找到希望

但其实。。我觉得他们才是我们的天使

因为他们的存在一再的告诉我们自己有多幸运，多有福报

用他们的“存在”一直提醒我们要无私的付出更多的爱

因为还有很多很多的人需要我们。。

眼睛看不到的，不代表他们过得和我们一样好

不代表他们不需要，或不存在。。

小孩就是小孩，快乐的童年是他们应得的

有什么东西，是比得上孩子快乐幸福的笑容？？

***2010饥饿三十：“为孩子打造无贫城市”***

让自己走出第一步，有能力，帮得一个，就救了一个。

加入世界宣明会孩童助养计划：

http://www.worldvision.com.my/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=25&Itemid=42

http://www.facebook.com/WorldVisionMalaysia

饥饿三十其中一届的主题曲：“明天孩有希望 TOMORROW”

by 罗忆诗 & Francissca Peter

如果他们老了。。

“孝”

我们最基本的认识就是孝顺父母

有句话“百善孝为先”

从小听到大。。

今天去了一个疗养中心当了一个下午的义工
突然心里有很大的冲动
很希望接下来的日子
只要我人在金宝，我要去那里看他们

短短的两个小时户外打扫
我却感觉好像呆了很久
隐约的从窗口看见屋里的老人们
走的，站的，坐的，躺的
看着他们的脸，心有点酸。。
那一刻，我跟自己说
再累再辛苦都不让爸妈和他们一样

时间到了，老人们吃晚饭。。
志工阿姨煮了一锅锅的饭菜
一碗一碗的盛
一碗一碗的送到老人的面前
就好象我们露营时大家一起分配晚餐一样
大家排队领取自己的饭菜
老人们没有交谈
目光呆呆的，一口一口的吃
饭粒粘到了嘴边，他们却没发现
真想走进去帮他们整理干净
晚饭吃晚了，志工阿姨就开始分药给老人们
有些老人还闹脾气说不吃
。。。。。

管理的志工阿姨说
老人家。。其实就像小孩一样
只要把他们像小孩般的关心和照顾
就已经很好了。。

兜兜转转。。

人，依然会回到最初的自己。

宝宝长大，成人了，衰老了，“回复”童年了。。

文武双全？

最近很爱问自己一个问题

“我真的那么厉害吗？”

在这里，

身边的人常常说

“锫滢很厉害咯~”

“Carol 好劲啊~”

“哇，你很会咯~”

其实。。真的那么行吗？

有时会静静的回想

自己做了什么

做了，真的做到最好了吗？

还可以再进步吗？

没了吗。。？

不，还有。。

夸张的赞自己是个“文武双全”的女生

哈哈。。

因为自己的好学和好奇

从小，一直不断让自己学习和尝试不同的东西

因为喜欢玩，

小时候曾经玩过的游戏种类

已经多到数不清了

长大后，

不理脚上的伤，大胆的瞒住老师加入了学校的田径队

当了三个月的跳高和赛跑选手

哈哈~很自豪的说。。哈哈~

后来被妈妈破坏了我的计划。。==

因为喜欢文艺，

所以喜欢看书，画画，手艺。。

也爱摄影，设计，涂鸦。。

记得小学自告奋勇的报名手工班

（还没经过家长同意，就自己鸡婆报名了）

每个星期六都很开心要去课外活动

不理卡通，不理要早起床

就是要去学校做手工。。哈哈~

还会自己跑去附近的购物小街买材料

小学还有一个辉煌纪录

就是当上“学长团”的团长

哈哈~

到了中学，

自然而然的加入了童军队

逮到了机会，还不玩？

玩~！一玩就玩了几年。。

哈哈。。童军大家庭的生活真的是爽到没话讲

我的“武”，就是在这里学来的

露营，操步，越野，挑战。。

管理，纪律，团队，待人处事。。

本身最初的舞蹈经验就从这里开始

除了童军协会一年一度的“童军夜”表演比赛

还有中学佛学会一年一度的“灯系列”表演比赛

就酱度过了中学的生涯。。好玩！

上了大学了，

好玩的心，还是酱爱玩

哈哈~~

平时参加佛学会活动就够多够忙了

现在还皮痒参加别的学会的活动

（我不是会员。。哈）

参加了Music Club的会衣设计比赛

头痛了两个星期，终于交上了

结果，就交由天定吧。。

（当然希望可以进五强咯。。哈）

结局如何，敬请期待下回的报导！谢谢~

其实有时候很感谢自己的好奇心和好学心

因为它们真的让我的生活多姿多彩

我喜欢学新东西

不怕失败，只求一次尝试的机会

不是因为怕输，不是因为爱面子

是因为我喜欢充实自己的感觉

人生短短几十年。。

要玩就玩，要尝试，就敢敢去~只要你敢!

前提是，不伤害自己或别人，不犯法，不犯戒

尽情的享受吧~ XD

他的小吉他

这个小子。。真的让我很爱

拿着把小吉他，手指还摆得有模有样

弹出来的旋律还真不是盖的！

好听的叻。。哈~

最可爱的地方就是他的表情

很多很可爱，耍帅的pattern

开朗的笑声，阳光小男孩

哈哈~

Get to know about Him through this video..

He's so cute & adorable in this video..

The Best Video..

“你好就好”

我说过。。

再见到他，不懂会说什么。应该依然是那句

“过的好。。就好”

是说给他听的。。

却没想到。。

这句话回到了自己的身上

有人说：“你好吗？加油。”

我说：“我很好，谢谢。”

对方回：“你好就好。”

。。。。。

也许我们带着同样的心情

说了同样的话。。

*+*Wedding*+* Season*+*

maybe it's just kind of coincidence..

but i can feel the "wedding season" is here

in this summer time ^^

Just sent my greeting overseas yesterday

A friend of mine went through her registration ceremony in Australia

she got herself a lovely dress on

with a elegant hair accessories

She's beautiful..and blessed with her man..

a friend asked me 1 question few days ago..

while we're discussing bout someone's wedding

it sounds like this..

"why are we still single..? we aren't that bad right?"

i went speechless at that moment..

not trying to ignore her

coz i can't find any answer for her either

XD..

(just share for fun)

I realize that slowly i've reach the age..

people around try to stable down

it sounds funny sometimes..

we're just in the early stage of 20

yet the environment keep remind us to prepare for coming 30

yea right..time flies..

8 years ago..

i met my girl Evan for the 1st time..

we talked bout that..

and we wonder how bout 8 years later..?

has she married to her man?

give birth to her 1st child?

working hard to have a "Dragon" baby when she's 36?

How bout me..?

where am i? what i'm doing?

how's life going..?

He.. these questions make me helpless

another wedding coming up..within a month

my girl from Kuching.. get close with her since NS

congratz P.T.

wish to send her my regards during her big day..

i can't hide my smile when i heard all these good news

felt so glad..

命中注定我爱你

找歌，找找找。。

无意间翻到了这部戏。。

好久没看了。看回，感觉还是很好。

突然又来了股冲动想再看多一轮

虽然之前看了好几轮，哈哈~~~

好戏不怕看，最重要是耐看！

很喜欢这部戏

因为剧情和其他的台湾偶像剧不太一样

少了年少轻狂的爱情故事

有的是很刻骨铭心，成熟的爱情

重点不在于男女主角多帅多美

而是抉择与“爱情”，“同情”和“责任”

整个剧情的延续和连接

排除梦幻，贴近人心的故事

喜欢她的笨，喜欢她的坚持

喜欢他的单纯，喜欢他的真心

她说：“人家说女人被骗第一次是纯真，第二次是无知，第三次就是愚蠢”

他说：“我只知道第一次是偶然，第二次是必然，第三次是命中注定”

还有一部我也很喜欢的

台湾版-->《败犬女王》

韩国版-->《达子的春天》

The Last Day..

Tomorrow..tomorrow..tomorrow..

== Not presenting a poem..

But Tomorrow..

it's a special one..

to Buddhist Society's friend especially..

What's that? Another performance??

huh...not again..?

No la no la...

it's the AGM ceremony..

After tomorrow..

everything will be back to how it should be..

i mean my uni life..

Looking back on the 1st day i join BS..

i was alone during the Interaction day..

i remember the moment i filled up the form to join as PM

after that, Yujin & Chee Choon had an interview with few of us..

we're all in.. started our part of job..

& there it goes..my days with pack schedules..

it's tiring sometimes..but i did enjoy & cherish every second

After a year,

get promoted or i should say volunteer to switch from PM to Exco

2nd batch committee board..year 2009-2010

i still remain myself in Dharma Propagating Group

thanks lot to Chris's advice at the beginning

i'd made myself on the right path all this while

improve myself more and more..and still going on

Throughout the years,

served this family in various way

which give myself many chances to gain new experiences

i'll prefer to name it a "family" instead of "society"

we're not stranger to one another

we're friends, we're partner, a family we're..

we share, we care, we learn, we serve & we love

the best for me..in Utar..in Kampar

Today,

the last day for holding the Exco pose

After tomorrow,

i'm no longer the Exco

to be honest..feeling a lil depress..

not because of the pose..

just reluctant..the team..

definitely i'll miss those days..very much

having great time working with these people

to make BS the best of all..

Let's continue serving this family..^^

Our 1st group photo..2010

tomorrow..we'll have our last.. =)

Nice Song @ Chris Tomiln..

The Most..... =)

是自己幸运吗。。？是！

我是幸运的，是幸福的

不需要言语。。

你们这一切一切的举动都证明了

我是幸福的。。

突然的厚爱

老实说，真的感觉自己受宠若惊

不敢当。。小女子受不起啊~

发誓一辈子不会忘记今年的生日

真的一再又一再被你们的用心和惊喜感动

Thanks to my Mum..

She wrote this notes..and captured this photo with her new Hp..

for the 1st time she dare herself to use the camera..

& this little princess, Emilia..the most adorable of Yeo's..

E-card from my best sista, Jacee in Kuching..

once again they're not around celebrating my Bday..

but their greetings never late.. *heart*

this year,

I was having a marathon birthday celebration..

since the 30th June, the celebration started..

1st Group..My former coursemates..FET01

They cooked the most delicious and 100% home-made meal..supper..

good chef.. really nice..

the Menu:

Appetizer:

cheif selected baby potatoes mixed with herbs, spices and maionese *Priceless*

Main Course:

ecotic giant burger mixed with cipolla, herbs, spices, topped with cheese and selected vegetables, inspired by our cheif *Priceless*

Desserts:

homemade crystal jelly *Priceless*

& Drinks:

Dark Humor Segreto

*feel the taste *Priceless*

The Most Delightful Gift..

I always dream of 1 day i can own a camera with such film..

but the photos come before the camera..XD

thanks so much Jimmy..

really love these photos

this Bag..there is a story behind..that's why it's special..

I was out with my roommate 1 day..

we entered a shop, Zoe..and i saw this bag..

just simply nice, good-looking..

then she betrayed me..and told my coursemates

they went back to the shop and bought it..

ArrGggHhh~ i was stunned when i opened the box..

How come..?? it's impossible..!!

they all laughed.. No secret huh~?

the next day..1st of July..

went to KL and met up with Darius in Sunway..

The Most Enjoyable Gift..

great time with him in Friday..Jokes, Chat..

The Sweetest Gift..from my roommate =.=

LOL~ did you see what's on the wall..?

it's full of "Love".. OMG..so lesbian..

she even wrote me 13 notes..hid them in various corners..

took me few days to finish collecting them.. Treasure Hunt!!

it shows July..Yup.

wrote this 2 months ago..before sem break..

I just wrote it..without any planning..

but it just happened..

*Angel's watching over me??*

The Most Entertaining Gift..

Once i reached Kampar on 3rd July..

they brought me here.. Teluk Intan..

really shocked..

My initial plan - just a simple dinner in Kampar

at last, we end up having fun in Teluk Intan..

thanks so much to Chien Waei and Pei Nyin for the help..^^

Seafood for dinner.. XD

nice village..finger licking good dishes..

The Most Heart-warming Gift..

This is Neo..he made this card..and they wrote a lot to me..

Neo says：

You are really the "super women" that i ever know that know lot stuff about guy working stuff.

(=="..)

The Most =) Gift..

this is the best part of the card..

He never know how to write in Chinese..

always facing difficulty in writing his name

but he wrote so much that day..really impressed..

..Thank you Calo..

The Most Caring Gift..

he is always a caring friend..

a sudden visit from him this noon..

it's a week later..never expect the gift delivery still on..

一切尽在不言中。。感恩啊~

The Most Unexpected Gift..

莫名的来电，突然的出现；搞笑的对话，惊喜的举动。

除了感动，还是感动。。谢谢！

The Free Gift.. from The Fish Manhanttan, Mid Valley

LOL..only for the birthday girl, Me!!

Dinner with my handsome Bro and a bunch of Kuching Kaki(s)..

they came all the way from far and near..

just for the dinner (gathering)..together..

List of name:

Gary - my handsome Bro

Tony - thanks for the treat!

Michael - haha.. always the most Gila..from UM

Jing Zhi & JPing - thanks for the Donuts~!! =P

Joanna - spent her 2nd day in KL with us..

lol..good luck for new life in UPM

Eric - he rushed to meet us straight after his class in Setapak KTar..

Khian Fung - from Kajang..

Ying Hwi - the youngest..

from UM nextdoor..Teacher Training Institute

1st week in KL for orientation..but she wish to go back soon..

haha..jia you ar!!

thanks lots..Love u all! HUgss~

The Most Lovely Gift..from YM..

this girl..my best girl in FE..

thanks for the accompany during my trip to KL

心意，收到了。。^^